diary for today :))

mcm mane nih ? sorang nak aku duk sini, sorang lagi nak aku duk sane ! aku tak tau lah ! sape kata ank bongsu idop senang ? konon nyer ank bongsu leh mintak mcm2, sumer dpt ea ?? one day nnti org rmai yg mintak mcm2 kat kita n kita akn srba slh . always dgn srba slh ! then, kita msty akn rasa nk tunaikan hjat org tuh ! pastu, papehal, memg slalu aku yg kne ! memg aku yg jadik mgsa ! i hate ! msg2 tak fhm . aku lagi tak fhm ! please u all ! stop the drama ! i dont wanna acting anymore ! just wanna be myself and want a freedom . tulah, kdg2 biar kita miskin asalkan bahagia ! klau stakat kaya, tapi sumernye berantakan , baek takpayah . aku pilih miskin klau camtu , sbb aku nk bahagia jer ! tapi takde lah miskin btol2 ea.. just kata2 hikmat bt dri aku jerk :)) hehehe ! stakat ni memg aku tkkn duk diam, nk jga abah ! abah saket blik. mak ckp abah mcm budak kecik, yes mom ! you're rite ! if aten dh tua nnti, maybe aten pon cmtu . so, smentra aku msih hdup, kne lah berbakti kat diorang blik ! smnetra aku msih ada dsisi diorang nih . tahla, kdg2 aku tgok, bnda2 remeh pon leh jadik isu. biasalah, rmbut sme itam, hati laen2 ! haesh ! arinih aku asik nk berperibahasa jer an ? uhuhuhu (^^,) agak2, apa motif crite aku kali nih ea ? hehehe ! it's to complicated ! takleh nk crite . yg pnting, jgn stress ! but, try face it and take it easy, ATEN!! klau org try nk push2 kaw, jgn lyn sumer tuh ! tak perlu nk jadik matured mcm org laen ! just be urself ! i dont wanna be to matured but i wanna be a positive human ! always happy and enjoy this life !  and this song, ( SOLO-IYAZ) i received it from kak bie sygs ^^, bila dgr manyak2 kali, mmg touching ! i dont want to walk this earth, if i got to do it, SOLO ! hehe ! tanak solo tuh bukan bermaksud always nk BF je ea . but, i wanna someone that always wif me and always help me ! tak kire boys or girl, asalkan dia mmahami kita ! senang crite, dia soulmate kite ^^, ! all H.A.C.K.S member , Lyin , syahirah , Pa'ae , Intan , sumer da msuk kolej and UiTM ! so, takde sape yg bace blog aku da . if ada, thanks a lot yae ! :)) i love u ! Sabah ? tak jadik prgi da . nk blik Jelai nk amik lesen :)) lsen motor je kot . tah la. tgok la nnti . hrini gastrik menyerang smula ! smalam stu hari aku aku gastrik. pedih bukan maen ! pastu, mlm tuh, leh aku bedal tomyam n aku cmpurkan kuah dia dgn smbal blacan ! pergh !! memg kaw2 pedas ea ! sedap seh ! tapi bila pagi nih aku lpar giler, aku mkn nasi lemak yg abg asri belikan ! baru 3 suap , aku dah mengerang da ! lagi saket dari smalam ! memg tak bergrak aku. tapi aku cover a ! abg asri nmpk kang dia pelik lak. but now da ok sket a . da lame tk kene, bila kne bukan main sronok kaw yo(gastrik) ! hm, tu je kot nk ckp. it's to long lah nk bace nnti ! kang bosan ! heheh ! k. bye ! i love u sape yg bace nih :))

don't be like this dear !

but, stay like this

nak pergi ke tanak ?

check2 rock2 !hm, first, aku lega coz da bt medical check up and da decide nak study katne ! second, abah semakin sehat ! tapi kdg2 dia saket sgtsgt !third, kak An ajak duk sabah sbulan . aku pon memg plan camtuh coz result MAS kluar lmbat lagi . tapi ada satu msalahnye, berbelah bagi, nak gi ke tanak ! if aku tak gi, aku yg rasa sedey ! if aku gi, ada yg rasa sedey ! camner nih ?! lagipon, before masuk study nnti, aku nak explore,relaxkan otak aku yg asik2 srabut nih ! mana satu aku nak pilih ?! aku nhi memg takleh dberi plihan lgsung lah !! memg sikit pon tak boleyh doe ! tension akuh ! dis year, aku dilema dgn plihan ! yes ! hidup nih sentiasa ada plihan ! kat mana2 and tiap2 masa kita ada plihan ! but, nih plihan tntg hala tuju and hdup aku ! lgipon, tiket flight tgah murah skunk nih ! bila aku nak pergi next time, alamatnye hati akuh dah rajuk la weih ! da malas nak mlayan sumer nih ! siyes akuh ckp ! now, let me decide by myself lah ! tolongg lah ! ku pinta sgtsgt padamu......biarkan daku yg pilih sendiri.. please lah.. i love u very much ! aten nak pergi sgtsgt ! please..aten sedey sgtsgt bila mreka2 crite pasal dirimu...sebak je..knape smpai mcm tuh skali ?? tapi nak bt camner an..better takyah fikir pasal tuh..biarlah..aten trima smua tuh ! tapi bagilah aten pluang ! and biar aten decide dgn rela hati..let me go..ikhlaskan dirimu...biarlah aten pergi...please sgtsgt ! jgn bt aten srba salah dgn mu ! hm,, start now, aku msti keraskan aty aku doe ! try to be strong and very2 strong ! more strong than other people ! ateeeeeennn!!! wake up lah !!!! tetapkan pndrian kaw ! jgn nak brangan lagi da !

family discussing !

aten oh , aten !today i'm so late to wake up from my sleep ! my eyes is to heavy ! my body is pain ! i don't know why . try to strong and wake up from my bed ! go to the toilet and wash my face n brush my tooth ! then, breakfast nasi lemak again ! wif rendang daging ! abg asri bought for me ! thanks abg asri ! so, relaks and read a news paper in my room ! a few minutes later, clean my sister's home ! and now, update new entry . yesterday, my kakak, kak An and my mom was discussing bout my future and my study in calling . kakak, said that she very confident that i will get to study in acedemic MAS , so, no need to go Perlis ! kak an said, "lagipon this year memg first time MAS amik gurl kan? takkan MAS nak tolak kaw kot?? lagi pon, tak smpai 10 snarai nama girl dlm list tu kan?" . my mom said, "takpon, try buat rayuan kat UiTM tuk mintak tangguhkan pendaftaran aten tuh. nnti papehal senang." i said, " boleh ke mintak tangguh??" , kakak,"try jelah.. lagipon husband kwn akk pon engneer kat MAS, dia kata if budak Felda, memg senang dpt, kalau dah pergi interview n dah mintak suh pergi medical check up, maknanya dapat lah tuh jgn risaulah ! " kakak's words make me so confident ! so, we all decide to delay my register in UiTM(tu pun lau boleh) and wait the MAS result ! insyaAllah ! we hope that this is the good and the best for me ! and hope our instinct is rite ! emak, sgtsgt nak aku masuk dlm MAS ! dia slalu crite pasal angan2 dia bila dah senang ! i just close my mouth , listen and thinking ! try to make my mom's dream as my vision ! and must grab all in my hand ! even technician skali pon, basic sallary dier dah RM2,000 . if O.T time2 raya , shari boleh dpt RM3,000. klau engneer plak?? it's okayh if aku start from the beginning ! and i will finish it wif the amazing result ! and people will say "WOW!! this girl has excellent and get a great job !" insyaAllah ! bukan berlagak, tapi, hanya aku jelah harapan terakhir tuk buatkan family akuh and parents aku senang ! btol kata fifiey ! btol kata kak An ! aku takleh manja lagi da . kak An and epul lah yg paling work hard dlm family dari kechik. pngalaman diowang tak mcm aku ! mereka lagi susah drpada aku dulu ! so, aku jdikan diowang as my role model akuh !hm, i think, i need to go ! and cukuplah apa yg aku ckp nih ! just a simple dream but need to work hard , norfatin liyana ! aja-aja fight !!!!!

i don't know !

sob..sob..sob..  T_T can't say anything rite now ! empty mind ! buntu ! hanya mmpu berdoa kat Dia ! khamis nih aku kne gi subang coz kne medical check up untuk MAS . org MAS yg medical check up sndri . then, tadi aku da tanye haris coz dia da mdical check up tdi ! die kate MAS still tk bgitau result dye kuar bile ! so, aku tak confirm dterima tuk study dlm mAS ke tk ! spatutnye, nak tanak, aku kne gi UiTM dlu lah an ? lau tak, aku taknak gi Perlis ! memg aku n family plan camtuh ! dpt saving sket . tapi smua brubah bila MAS takkan kuarkan result awal! aku call mak aku ! abah akuh tgah saket n tak tahan kat umah tuh ! suara mak aku tuh da tntu a tgah susah aty n moody ! so, nnti2 je die bg jwapan ! if mak aku nak antakan aku boleh, tapi abah tgah saket sgt bt mase nih ! sape nk jage abah if mak n aku gi Perlis nnti ?!!dugaan nak bt pilihan sekarang nih ! nak pilih jalan selamat or jalan yg berisiko ??!! hah ?? aku tak tau lah !! btol2 tak tau ! aku try bt solat istigharah nnti, ikot gerak aty akulah . or ikut kputusan mak aku ! wait and see . nak nanges je keje tak mnjadi lah an ! so, try to be strong for my self ! aku nk strong mcm kak An ! nak strong mcm abg epul ! nak strong mcm KAK BIE ! sjak akhir2 nih aku try ignore  bantuan org laen ! mksud aku, tak mgharapkan perhatian org laen ! agak2 aku nk crite probs aku, aku crite ! if not, just duk diam n thinking by myself ! thinking how to solve my own probs !to kak bie, thanks a lot coz always help me n gve good advice to me ! thanks jgak coz be a good listener ! sgtsgt mghargai dri kak bie ! but, mkin lame msing2 mkin busy dgn rutin masing2 an ! it,s okayh ! takde mende yg aku nk ckp daa . ckup la kot stakat nih ! takde hati nk seronok2 sgt ! klau nk pon, maybe aku call kak bie jelah kot ! dgn ni, ucapan Sadaqallahul'azim , ttup cerita nih kat sini dlu ! next time i update u lagi yer sygs T_T..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

mood: VERY HAPPY ! (HYPER-ACTIVE)

time: 8.00 a.m

date: 21th JUNE 2010

place: PUTRAJAYA

description: MY SOULMATE'S BIRTHDAY

1..2..3..

happy birthday to u..

happy birthday to u..

happy birthday to kak bie !!

 happy birthday to u !!!

i love u kak bie sygs !

sempena ur birthday hrini, nak mintak ampun agi skali kat kak bie !!

ampun ye buk......heheheheh !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YG KE-19 KAK BIE !

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  semuga pnjang umur !
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  semuga murah rezeki !
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  wish u luck in anything u do !
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  i'm always pray for ur happiness !
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  takmoh noty2 :p
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  and i hope u find ur best man that will make ur heart beat fastly !
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  wish u excellent in ur job , ur life, and urself !
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  i'm sorry coz can't give u anything rite now !
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   just can give u my love and my care to u !
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  it cannot be see, but, we can feel it !
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  take care always !
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  i'm happy when u're happy !
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  thanks for everythings !
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  u're my best buddy , my best diary and my soul ^^,
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  always need u !
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  and i always wif u when u're need someone !
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  be the great person !
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  u can do da best in anything !
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  u're da best !
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  u're the wonder woman !
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   u're strong !
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  u're the smart !
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   u're very special !
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  on ur birthday, many person thinking bout u !
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  appreciate everythings that related in urlife !
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  i love u very much, sis !

enjoy ur birthday!
 friends forever ! SAHABAT ! I L.O.V.E YOU !

Kem Belia Ideal 2010 Negeri Sembilan !

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...Assalamualaikum w.b.t ... hehehe ! this time i'm proud to tell in dis entry bout my new experiene ! kat Port Dickson ! aku and ereen follow program belia ideal kat P.D smalam ! kitorang gerak Jumaat ! 3hari 2mlam ! mcm bosan a mula2 ! dh smpai mlm tu baru okayh ! aku and ereen dpt kumplanm laen2 ! aku kmpulan 4, ereen kmpulan 1 ! jauh an ! then , bila kne lwn or game pape, msti team aku jmpa team dye ! pergh ! memg sikit hot lah ! lagi2 time debate ! team areen ada umur 21 thun ! team aku pling tggi 19 jerk ! tu pun laki ! so, yg paling tua prempuan, 18 lah ! aku, fatin syamimi , zue, fatin lagi sorang pe tah nama ea ! yg len sume bwah aku ! antara team aku: syazwan(18), mezan(18), naim(19), said(16), Jasni(14), zue(18), aten(18), fatin syamimi(18), zierah(16), dayah(17), elisz(18), intan(17), and aku(18) ! dayah ! spanjang team dgn dia, aku care sgt kat die ! dia saket pale, aku tolong pcit an ! huhu! and she like my sis jugak !naim ! sbijik cam lokhman ! suara dye ! loyar buruk dye ! sume same ! cuma naim keding ! said ! aku kdak TTJ ! seblah je skolah dgn aku ! syamimi ! muka cam nysa pon de, muka cam kechik dorm aku pon ada ! bila gelak, kdg2 cam kak bie ! hahaha ! jasni ! paling memekak ! mulut memg takleh blah a ! selamaba badak ! tapi memeg funny giler dye ! suka tunjuk2 aku if nk buat present ! dia sndiri pngecut nk ckp ! tapi kuat ckp n suka mnjawab ! pape pon ! memg syok a member dgn dia ! fasilitator kak ain ! mcm dh lame aku knal die tapi tak tau katne ! jrg dpt borak dgn dia ! comel2 jerk ! abg hafiz fasilitator kitowang ! brckap non-stop tapi best ! suka gaya die ! smart jerk ! huhu ! fasi2 yg laen pon same gak ! hahaha ! yen kitowang(kumpulan juara) "belia !!! JUARA!3x! belia!!! HEBAT!3x! belia!!! SEMANGAT! 3x!!" hahaha ! mase mula2 aku shy2 ! dh lame2 diowang trkejut aku mnjerit ! hahaha ! diowang ckp, kaw ni smangat btol !! hahaha ! hampeh nye naim ! dia kdg2 drop aku ! kitowang men burung antu ! jalan sorang2 kat kem ! gelap jerk ! pastu bahas ! pastu explorace ! haha ! ne gadai kan MP3 and kasut aku seblah ! pastu, kak yana leh dgar MP3 aku smpai hbes btery ! hahaha ! comel dye ! pastu kne jalan takleh guna kaki ! dah la kne bawak lilin ! mlutut aku ! lembab gile aku smpai ! nk kne jge api lilin tu ! lagi snggup jadik budak buat or terencat cam naim , said, elisz, intan, zierah ,! hehehe ! pape pon ! memg best ! mlm terakhir ! ceramah dari ustaz faizal ! best giler owh ! muhasabah diri ! terus insaf aku ! cerita dia memg mremang aku dgr ! pape pon, memg tu lah yg paling best spanjang kat kem tu ! budak2 yg free hair pon , trus pkai tdung ! tapi bila dh kluar nnti, tak taulah ! dayah ! dia pon pkai tdung  dah ^^ ! kak mas and kak azira ! dia lagi lawa pkai tudung ! palinmg aku terkejut tgok kak mas ! cantik sgtsgt dia pkai tdung ! hm, pastu, dh balik, aku glabah mintak FB sumer fasi ! kak ain ksayangan , huhuhu ! dia leh tak endah aku ckp, touching jap ! pastu die pjuk balik ! hahaha ! comel ! then, kitowang ada buat flying fox !! woooohoooo!! swonok !! hahaha ! aku tak larat nak crite banyak2 ! so, aku letak pic je okayh !!

senaman yg comel !

aku and ereen always bersama kcuali time berkumpulan^^,

zierah, naim, fatin shamimi!

said and naim !

adek dayah ^^,

kak ain(fasilitator) yg comel !!

jasmi sebok interframe(baju coklat)

tengok tuh ! die nak interframe lagi ! budak kechik nih -_-"

penat ye kak fasi2 sekalian ! huhu! comel ^^,

kak ain punyer keje nih amik pic camnih ! ehehe !

abg hafiz lapar ye?? (my fasilitator)

okaylah ! cukup lah tu jerk ! pape pon ! ilove u all lah ! hahaha ! even fasilitator and peserta tak brapa rapat but, i enjoyed u this programe ! love..love..love from my soul ^^,

half in my life ^^,

Assalamualaikum...halo2!!! hye2!! hehehe !! arinih aku tak smpat nak type banyak2 lah !! so, aku juz nk bgitau kat sni !

smpai skunk, the only one that really2 understand me is her^^ kak bie ! her true name is Siti Hajar Bte Jasmi ! yes ! anytime n anywhere je, dia faham aku ! thank youu kak bie ^^, ! aku sygs kan dia sgtsgt ! dlm tak sedar, dia banyak kali try jge aty aku but aku maen redah je kat die an?? kan kak bie an?? hehehehe !! maaf kak bie ! did i making a trouble at u ?? i'm sorry a lot ! and thanks a lot coz appreciate all my things that i gave u ! hahah ! if aten tak call or text kak bie, follow blog aten kayh ! msti ada story bout kak bie neyr ! hehehe ! okayh !

not fair lah kan if aku juz crita pasal dye jerk ! H.A.C.K.S ?? takpayah ckp pon dh tau an?? kawan smpai bebila ! i saluut u all lah korunk ! always make a reunion ! even skali pon aku tak dpt nk join , but, aku akn jmpa korunk bila aku btol2 dh brjaya nnti ! hope korunk faham dgn status aku ! heheeh! I LOVE U ALL !

Nony ? dye nih satu2 nye adik aku kat dunia nih! haha ! even aku memg anak bongsu , ingat aku takleh mrasa ada adik ker?? huhu! dye ni yg sgtsgt sengal cukup buat aku HAPPY tahap gaban ! skunk tak contact sgt dah ! dye nak SPM plak ! good luck nony sygs ! haha ! guys? hm.. buat masa nih takde sape yg hinggap kat aty aku ! ada memg lah , but , he's taken lah ! i dont care anymore ! hehehe ! ereen and ano ! haha ! korunk memg member aku yg happening kat jelai ! since standard 6 lagi kite same2 rite?? haha ! muah2 tuk korunk ! this week kite enjoy kat P.D ( kursus belia FELDA) ea? hehe !

Luqman n Lokhman ? tak brani nk ckp pasal korunk bt masa nih ! sorry guys ! my

superduper Lin ! haha ! sygs kamu sgtsgt ! haha ! thanks coz that post ! haha ! kembang kuncup idung nih bila bce post tu.. hehehe !!

angah sygs ! hari2 aku ingat kaw ! sorry ea aritu tak dpt follow jamuan n knduri tu ! kaw bosan ea takde aku ? muke ko toye je kat fb ! hahaha !hope 1day nnti kite excellent same2 kayh ! jgn laki yg same dah ! haha ! k ! love u all !

lantun is money (^^,)

eeyeerrkk!!! busuk !! geli !! lembik ! berair !! hahaha !! zaman kekechik dlu memg geli giler nk usik getah lantun tuh ! tapi tu lah DUIT woo !!! tu dh memg generasi dlm family aku !! toreh getah , ngopek getah , jual, dpt duit ! hehehe  lantun jgak lah yg dpt sara diri aku n family aku sjak kekechik lagi ! aku last pgang lantun drjah 6 kot ! before msuk hostel ! maen dgn jiran2 ( ain, eyol , aja , mira , ana , ayang syafiq , ayang elin ) kitowang guna 'brain' kitowang ! kitowang tarik getah2 yg mleleh kat pokok tu n gulung2 smpai jadik cam bola ! agak2 dh besar, tau kitowang bt pe?? maen rondes !!! pergh  memang melayang jauh bola tuh !! hahahaha !!! mcm2 lagi maenan kitowang dlu ! buah getah buat maen congkak kat tanah !! ngarut2 tapi memg syok habes seh !! now, dah besar takde dah ! kenangan giler2 dulu ! hm.... pgi tdi mak aku kjut awal ajak teman dia gi kebun ! abah sakit lagi , so , lau tak ngopek , nnti lantun kene curik ! after solat, aku pkai mcm nk gi pasar mlm ! lawa jerk ! mak aku suh tukar tdung ! nnti kne lantun busuk dah ! hahaha !! dh tukar , aku mls nk pkai kasut , pkai selipar ! slalu dulu kat kbun bnyak pacat tapi skunk dah takde dah ! hahaha ! pergh ! 3 tong aku ngopek tdi ! penat seh ! baru ngopek , blom toreh lagi ! pergh !! dh abes, aku nk toreh , mak aku tak kasi coz aku tk pndai ! hahaha !! yelah , kbun org an , silap2 rosak pokok org , kne tolak duit upah ! hehehe ! so , smentara aku tggu mak aku toreh , aku buat api n duk atas motor ! bru lyn mp3 , batery habes !! ceeett!! hm ... termenung jelah ! berangan atas motor ! heheh !! then , kakak n epul asik kol fon mak je ! pastu akulah yg angkat ! bila aku crite kat diowang yg aku tolong mak ngopek , sumer glak an aku ! yelah , mentang2 aku anak bongsu n tak prnah toreh n ngopek cam diowang , mula lah nak perli ! mak aku leh plak bgitau diowang " aten guna kayu nk ngopek sbab takut nak usik lantun " ! pe lagi , giler2 a diowang gelak an ! hahaha !! mak aku pon skaki gelak skali dgn diowang ! aku pura2 tak dgr yolah ! sabar~ ! hahaha ! pastu , dah abes aku balik lah ! hahaha ! smpai umah baru dpt bau 'keharuman' lantun dye !!haha !! wangi2 !! i like it !! hahahaah !! L.O.V.E my FAMILY very much !! ain,aja,eyol,mira,ana: hve fun wif ur job ! ayang elin , ayang syafiq: korunk memg takleh nak pisah an?? dari kechik smpai besar, skolah same ! msuk asrama felda pon same ! dah besar kang kawen jelah ! hahah !! tapi syafiq muda skit a ! hahaha !! fatin liyana my fren: tengs a lot 4 everythings ! syg lin ! H.A.C.K.S : friend is mine forever n everlasting okayh ! angah(bestie cousin_nina): congratz dpt UiTM segamat, johor !

                   norfatin liyana(aten)                           zharien afeeliana(angah/nina)

    *SM Teknik Ampangan, Seremban            *SM Teknik Sepang, Selangor

    *PLKN Masjid Tanah, Melaka                        *PLKN Semenyih , Selangor

    *UiTM Arau, Perlis                                     *UiTM Segamat, Johor

Luqman;Lokhman: good luck in watever u do , dear !! scandal2 !! hahahahaha !! frenz foreverlah !!

anak keempat Chan: syg kaw tapi kau slalu bt aku sakit aty drpda bt aku happy ! even kaw ada bt aku bunga2 !! anywei , hope kaw dpt jdik engneer psawat n kpl trbang !!     

mak: jgn lah sebut pasal kawen lagi ..jauh sgt tuh fkiran mak ! hehehe !! 

da most very important ! kak bie sygs ~ tengs coz always wif me anytime n anywhere ! n sorry a lot if aten failed nk faham akk !! pape pon , always sygs kak bie !!!!! dont hate me!!!!! hahahaha !!! 

i LOVE you !  

i'm sad and alone :(

aten , oh , aten ! nak mnitis air mata nih! tapi aku tahan jer ! even takde saper yg nmpak if aku nanges pon ! sbb aku tggal sorang kat umah ! and my parents going to the hospital ! hospital kuala pilah ! my abah ..... sick again ! my mom ! asik nanges jer ! akuh tk sggup nk tgok my mom crying ! tk sggup nk tgok abah menahan camtuh ! so, aku tknak ikot diowang gi hosptal ! better i'm alone at home ! thinking bout my family , my life ! aku ngadu kat kak An ! sebak bile aku crite kat die tdi ! tpi aku takleh nanges kat die ! tak suke ! nnti dia kata aku ciwek , manja , macam budak kecik , lembik ! so, aku try TAHAN ! tak tau kat sape nak nanges ! ya Allah ! tabahkanlah hatikuh nih ! tabahkanlah hati emak ku ! jadikanlah keluarga kami dikalangan hamba2-Mu yg kuat dan tabah menempuh dugaan dan ketentuan-Mu ini ya Allah ! sesungguhnya kami semua tetap bersyukur dgn rezeki yg Kau limpahkan kepada kami ya Allah ! dan kami tidak membeza2kan rezeki kami dgn rezeki hamba2-Mu yg lain ya Allah ! walau sesukar mana pun kehidupan kami , kami tetap berusaha untuk jadikan kehidupan kami ini lebih baik ya Allah ! dan ianya semua datang dari-Mu ya Allah ! terima kasih ya Allah ! aku.....aku tak tahu, sama ada aku dpt tak, tahan semua nih , plus aku sorang2 camnih ! selalunye, kat sape aku akan crite ?? never ! tak pernah kut ! bab2 camnih ! aku pendam jer ! but, sejak ada blog nih , kat sini jelah aku nak ngadu ! thanks a lot sygs !! and bagi follower2 aku yg laen ! maaf ye coz create this post !hm...kak bie..don't want disturb her..

kadang-kadang !

kadang-kadang aku suka kaw !

kadang-kadang aku benci kaw !

kadang-kadang kaw buat aku gelak!

kadang-kadang kaw buat aku saket aty !

kadang-kadang kaw buat aku happy !

kadang-kadang kaw buat aku nyampah !

kadang-kadang kaw menyenangkan !

kadang-kadang kaw menjengkelkan !

kadang-kadang kaw buat aku bunga-bunga !

kadang-kadang kaw buat aku hangin !

kadang-kadang kaw buat aku bahagia bila dgn kaw !

kadang-kadang kaw buat aku merana bila dgn kaw !!

kenapa ?? kenapa ea??

aku berubah-ubah prasaan kat kaw ??

aku tak tau!!

sama ada silap aku atau kaw !!

aku tak tau lah !

apa yg kaw nak sebenarnye???

terus terang je lah !

jgn ubah2kan perasaan aku terhadap kaw!!

lama2 aku bole benci kaw ! tapi , aku boleh ubah perasaan terhadap kaw !

kaw tak rasa sama cam aku ker ?

kalau tak , jgn buat aku camnih !

klau mcm nih !

better i let u go !

forever !

jgn dtg balik dlm idop akuh !

kaw faham tak aku ckp nih???!!!

terima kaseh atas kenangan2 dgn kaw sejak dulu !!!!

interview MAS !

huahuahua !! smalam aku lulus IQ test dgn mAS ! Alhamdulillah ! but, hari nih aku kne interview sengal2 plus cam bangang ! mula2 okayh lagi lah leh terangkan kat org tu bout aerofoil ! memg syok a aku crite kat dia !!! mcm aku nih jdik ckgu ! ank murid asik ckp "good10x!" hahaha ! sengal ! pastu, dia suh pgang peralatan2 mekanik tu ! aku leh lupa nma purpose dia ! wat bodo jelah ! diowang bnyak kali gelak an aku ! but, aku tak kesah ! smpai aku nk kuar ! ada ah ayat dye yg bt aku hot sket ! but, aku smile lagi coz nak lulus punyer pasal ! cam bangang je ! aku hangin nih !!! then, kak An n kakak plak call ! aduh ! bile aku crite kat kakak n kak An , pergh !! gelak besar diowang gelak an aku !! hampeh.. ye2 je aku story kat diowang ! kne gelak rupanya !! dah ! malas nak ckp dgn diowang ! hot nih !! hangin nih ! pastu, aku terlanggar aeroplane mainan diowang , glabah aku nak pasang balik ! kne gelak lagi ! ceett !!! then, aku dah srabut, mak asyik ckp pasal job aku nih je !! aku srabut tahap gaban ! yelah, aku kne msuk uitm dlu, mak dh fkir bout this job.. tah la ! tak tau !! nak lari satu jelai ni jep !! sape nak teman aku lari ?? angkat tgn anda!!!!!
tapi an , ada someone yg buat aku bahagia sebelum aku msuk interview tadi ! he talk to me ! he come to me ! he make me smile ! he make me laugh ! dia dtg mkin dekat ! mcm time zaman kekechik dulu ! nape skunk baru ko nak tgur? smalam ko taknak tgur camnih !! lidah kelu bila dia dkat dgn aku ! but, aku hipokrit an dri ! buat2 layan je dia cakap ! pastu, dia gelak, aku gelak a ! hahaha !! but, i'm not love him ! he's taken ! tak kesah ! asal an aku happy bila dh rapat dgn dia balik !! kawan untuk selamanya !!

hey soul sister !

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains

I knew I wouldn't forget you

And so I went and let you blow my mind

Your sweet moving

The smell of you in every single dream I dream

I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided

Who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo

The way you move ain't fair you know

Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Heeey heeeey heeeey

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one track mind like me

You gave my life direction

A game show love connection, we can't deny

I'm so obsessed

My heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest

I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna

And I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo

The way you move ain't fair you know

Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Well you can cut a rug

Watching you is the only drug I need

So gangster, I'm so thug
You're the only one I'm dreaming of

You see I can be myself now finally

In fact there's nothing I cant be

I want the world to see you'll be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that mister mister on the radio, stereo

The way you move ain't fair you know

Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)

Heeey heeeey heeeeey (tonight)

just for you kak bie !!

when i look at you

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a soul

A beautiful melody

When the nights so long

Cause there is no guarantee

That this life is easy…

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there’s no light to break up the dark

That’s when I, I…

I look at you

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can’t

Find my way home anymore

That’s when I, I…

I look at you

When I look At You I see forgiveness

I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars Hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I Know I’m Not Alone.

Yea when my world is falling apart

When there’s no light to break up the dark

That’s when I, I…

I look at you

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can’t

Find my way home anymore

That’s when I, I…

I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like Kaleidoscope colors that

Cover Me, All I need every

Breath that I breathe don’t you know

You’re beautiful…

Yea Yea Yea

When the waves

Are flooding the shore and I can’t

Find my way home anymore

That’s when I, I…

I look at you

I look at you

Yea Yea Oh OH OH