pengubat kotak ketawa.

hahahahahaha.. serious kelakar lawak ni.. terima kasih. credit to Nur Afizzy Masjidi. buat saya gelak :D nak mamam.. dengan mood yang sangat happy ^^,

terima kasih for this song :')

thank you, afizzy :)

macam artis?

Assalamualaikum.
boom bomm cakk! XD hehehe.. erm.. bNYk kerja harini. cabut PSU, and amik part number, serial number and manufacture date dekat oxygen generator. and then, kene cleaning semua PSU tu. hehe. datang senior TAME 07 (MAS scholarship), dorang mintak tolong ajar dorang nk buat kerja2 tu. yelah. dorang busy dengan task card and work schedule dorang lah :) tapi best pe mengajar B) plus, kene speak english cuz most of them non-muslim..so, faham2 lah kan diorang slalu speak english.. hehehe. erm.. bila dah siap2.. masuk lah avionic working room and borak2. dengar lah ejan (LAE) tu explain kat senior tuh. and tetibe "ko apa pandang2 efa?" hahaha.. ske2 dia je panggil aku efa. kluar jap, jmpa izi, "ana rafali! lama tk nmpak?" eh? eh? pehal budak ni.. (dah lah aku tk brapa nk gemar ana rafali tu :p )

.. pastu, masuk balik workin room.. lepak2 dgn senior 07 ni. dia melayu. a guy, specy. "muka ko mcm juliana evans lah wei. 1st time aku nmpak." .. wahh!! ini dah lebih lah nak sama2 kan aku dgn org yg memang takde rupa aku lngsung.. JULIANA EVANS.

harap maklum ye. beliau tu dah lah kacukan, putih, kurus, cantik.. aku? melayu anak jawa, hitam, gemok.. hahaha.. tergelak ramai2 tadi!!!!! XD anyway, thanks lah brader ckp mcm tuh.. saya terima pujian anda :p hahaha. mengarut..mengarut.. anyway, aku happy jugak harini.. sebab....... sebab...... i feel good.. hehehe... i feel a nice humor between me and you!!! afizzy ;) take care..

sekian, wassalam.

baa cakk!!

Assalamualaikum.
haha.. ske men ba cakk dgn budak tuh! tk semestinya, setiap perubahan perlu buang seseorang kan? dia ajar saya bersabar. ajar saya to be more positive. ajar saya be matured. ajar saya jadik kuat mcm superwoman. ajar saya untuk terima hakikat. ajar saya untuk harungi hidup ni and chillex!! :)
and one more thing. "tak tahu lah.. tgok lah keadaan mcm mane.." means, kita tk mampu nak menentukan tpi hanya mmpu merancang :) to be more pious? complicated nk ckp pasal ni. takut salah ckp. i just follow that blog bcuz wanna have more meaningful life.. oppsss... jgn salah faham.. jgn cepat sgt nak melatah ye.. :) mksud saya. if we realize for what we've done.. tkkan kita nak biar berlarutan mcm tu or maybe it would be going to more serious thing rite? i know u ever think the same thing rite? i am still saving my heart for my one love.. cinta perempuan ada 1 je.. and i wouldn't change or throw it away until the time is coming.. (jodoh dah sampai) hehe.. i am 19.. thank you for remind me :) u know what? what ever happen lah kan? u still really meant to me. even maybe i am not meant to you.

kamu

haritu saya msg kamu and emosi lagi. tpi saya tak ckp sorry kali ni. saya tunggu kamu yg msg saya. Good night wishing at least? saya tunggu sampai tertido. skrg pukul 5 pagi, saya terjaga dan betul2 rindukan kamu. kamu senyap, apa maksudnya? kamu dah betul2 fed up dgn saya? and going to ignoring me ke? is it? or are u totally don't care about me anymore? idk which one is correct or everything what i say are fault. adakah saya seorang yg dpilih untuk hanya menduga kamu? dan kamu tersedar akhirnya? mcm2 yg saya fikirkan. saya simpan hati saya selama ni. sbb saya tahu must be someone out there will take it. and he must be so special. mcm2 yg kita lalui. and i think maybe all those just for testing us. entahlah... "apologizing, doesn't meant that u are always wrong and the other person are right. it means that u value ur relationship more than ur ego." sbb tu saya selalu minta maaf. i know u didnt like it. anyway, i am missing you right now. azan.. hmm.. here, saya tetap nak katakan sbb saya terasa nak kata.. SAYA MINTA MAAF.. betul-betul minta maaf..

~solat~

senyum

:) sakitlah. senyum sbb tahan luka. (: bukan senyum sinis.. tapi ikhlas. :') tahan... tahan... tahan... fatin, u are the people who's can't hold your sadness.. makin tahan, makin sakit. tapi, aku nak menangis dekat sape? aku nak lepas dekat mana? takde kan? :) heh.. sedih hidup ko fatin. ko dah kalah, menyerah je lah. perlu ke nak perjuangkan hati ko lagi? entahlah. ko dah jatuh, ko bangun lagi, jatuh, bangun lagi. jatuh, bangun lagi.. jatuh, bangun lagi.. dah berparut2 pun, ko tetap tak kisah?? bila ko nak mengalah agak2? ko sedar yang ko selalu kene tipu. tapi ko tak pasti, so, ko anggap yang ko tak pernah kene tipu kan? heh :) sakitlah.... emak~ kalau ada emak, aten nak menangis kat bahu emak.. tapi aten takkan cerita kenapa aten menangis macam ni..

love you like a love song

i love you.. like a love song.. and this song, so meant for you, sayang.

newbie.

i am learning to editing my profile by referring to some tutorial :)
akusyamira.blogspot.com and lyssasecret.blogspot.com. thankyou3 :)

do what's ur plan.

hai :) mood: happy setelah dibelanja makan spaghetti dan air kedondong asam boy.
wohooo~! harini jumpa maira (Fatin Humaira). okay. kawan masa PLKN dulu. dia comel dan sangat comel. betul tak fizzy? hahah.. gathering di sunway pyramid at 12 afternoon. fizzy drive me there. kesian dia. takpe maira. aku kan ada :) poyooo~ haha. makan KFC saja. dan windows shopping sampai tak larat. haha. then, maira ajak pergi jalan cari barang untuk kami buat kenangan. hah! kami beli taddy bear dan tukar masa nak balik. comel3.. macam maira. hehe. oh.. fizzy? he allows me to treat maira only. maaf ye fizzy. kesian kamu. after that, baru lah dapat spend time dgn dia. it's enough for me to be with him. even just for a while. there's a lot of things that i have some to do with you, my bumblebee.. there's some i've planned for you. cuma belum masanya lagi. and i put you as my destination. slowly...... i need to change myself and correct all the faulty. either from my deep heart, intention or even as physically.. kita hidup ni ada tujuannya.. ada benda yang perlu dikejarkan. *kenapa aku baik sgt nih?* erm.. i'm not kind. still not kind enough. oh ya. thanks ya belanja spaghetti tadi. good luck okay. saya mendoakan kamu.. :)

nampak semangat dia kat sini :') i'll pray for you. i do..

how could i tell you?

idk how to tell you. i know, when i tell you, probably u won't believe it. and just ignore that, perhaps. should i tell everything? is it worth when i let you know about everything? dulu semuanya indah :) 1st love katakan. but semua tu sekejap je. i wont say anything further more.
i dont want create anything problems. Redha fatin.. Redha.. jangan asyik nak nangis je tahu!!
u know what?
i dunno lah either this is worthy or not if i'm telling you. but, i am standing here. just looking at you. i have my own life. yes i do! but boleh faham tak? u are my life. MY EVERYTHING. and you complete me. but i still know that i'm not the top one in your heart.
i know. all the hints that u gave me. i do understand it. heh :) tak kesian pun cerita ni. tak sakit mana pun. and i'm not pretending.......
~stop crying, fatin*

senyap tak bererti saya tak tahu apa2.

..................................................................................
perlu bergaduh ke baru nak faham?
perlu saya nak marah ke baru nak mengerti?
saya dah bersuara. tapi semua tu sama je.
kesian pada dia.. ada kamu kesian kan pada saya?
saya senyap, tak bermaksud saya tak tahu apa2 dan mudah untuk dipermainkan.
every steps u played behind me, i really can feel it.
I REALLY DO!
takpelah fatin. kalau itu jalan yang dia pilih.
let it go..
kuatkan hati, fatin...

tak perlu nak tipu perasaan sendiri lagi.

hai. helo.
jiwang..jiwang..jiwang..
haha.. tak habis2 kan?
idk why i'm always think about you.
tapi, it's just useless..
diam..diam..diam...
the only thing i able to do.
let it scolding at you.. let it mad at you..
let it yelling at you.. let it be..
if it's the only thing that can make it satisfy..
*it (her/him)
if it's the only thing that can make its day so meaningful.
u can sit and keep your mouth properly.
u know ur fault right?
so, sit and thinking..
kesalahan dia, jangan disebut2.
kesalahan dia jangan di beritahu walaupun sedikit.
biarkan dia menang dalam segalanya.
biarkan dia yang berfikir.
oh ye.. saya mengaku bersalah sekiranya memang sya salah.
tapi saya tak perlu nak takut apa2 jika benar saya memang buat salah.
because that is my prinsip.
berani buat berani tanggung.
and i do apologize right?? saya minta maaf dgn hati..
not because i'm scared with anyone.. even you.
ego.. sikit pon aku tak tunjuk kan ego aku..
aku sanggup mengalah.. kalau itu yang dapat settle kan masalah..
but ever u ask me how sick i am??? how deep i'm hurt?
heh :) senyum je. sila baca tajuk di atas.
tapi kat sini, aku nak cakap.. after u mad, after u yelling, after u scold at someone..
think back.. how sick and how hurt his/her feeling.. how deep is it..
not because of the mistaken that i've done but the words and the things that you talked about..

CHANGING.

please write down on your note..
takat cakap and niat tapi tak buat..
arrgghh!! cepat sgt ko lupa nad lalai, fatin..
erm.. sometimes some people will think bloggers are 'poyo'..
semua bnda nak tulis..
at least.. aku tk mention sape2 kcuali bnda2 yg baik je..
kalau blog aku ni slalu buat the readers tertanya2..
it's good.. nnti ramai follow.. hahaha
erm.. apa ni, tajuk lain tapi crita pasal lain..
tetapkan pendirian ko semula fatin..
tapi tk bermakna ko perlu buang some people from ur life..
just take ur time.. and just follow all the flow..

kemurungan :(

kemurungan.. baru 3 hari.. tapi keliling orang tanya.. obvious sangat ke muka aku nih? aku rasa biasa je.. then, semua nak korek rahsia.. -_- biarlah.. apa lagi yg aku boleh buat? dah keruh mcm ni.. everytime aku bangun tido. aku anggap semua tuh mimpi aku mlm tadi.. ingat senang ke? kdg2 sampai mengigau.. erm.. tk perlu kot nak crita.. sayang mcm mane pon, this is the ending for me.. mcm tak percaya kan? tak pernah jadi dlm hidup aku.. but u have to fatin.. tkpelah. bila dfikir2kan balik dari dulu, banyak sebanarnya hikmah.. tapi aku je yg buat2 tk nmpak.. aku main langgar je.. smpai sekarang, baru nak sedar.. FATIN!!! tolonglah terima semua ni.. jangan menangis lagi!! tolong lah... stop crying.......... please........

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sakit perut je.
sakit otak.
menunggu Final Destination 5 sedang download.
wahh!! mentang2 dah pandai nak download movie, bukan main lagi kerek kan?
nak main tennis!!!!!
erm..
haha :)

exam already finish..but..

STRESS !! BELAJAR BAGAI NAK RAK, TETAP SUSAH.. REDHA..REDHA.. TAWAKAL..TAWAKAL.. -____-

Hello Saturday!

celik mata nampak dunia. Alhamdulillah. aku masih hidup. Farah Aisyah kelihatan sedng bersiap. nak pergi mana tah aku pon tk tahu. mencari2 netbook untuk masuk ke laman muka muka. haha. ke-poyo-an pulak di sini. erm. tengok jam 10.30. wah!! lambat giler aku bangun! umangaih!! haha.. study lepas lunch nnti lah. ketika ku belek2 laman muka buku, TERNAMPAK "Fizzy Nova is online". amboi... rumah dah pasang unifi laju je online. bukan main noh.. terus chat dgn dia. heheheheheheheehehehehehe :D muka gediks.. perut lapar dah mula mengamuk. pedih perut aku dia belasahnya.. apa lagi.. pergi dapur korek2 kabinet tu carik makanan.. jumpa lah kulit roti sepasang.. cukup lah nak alas perut dengan sapu jem sikit. sambung ke laman muka buku. chat fizzy nova yg tk brapa nak nova tu..
me: nak skype?
fizzy nova: jap ea.. skype saya roblem skit.. saya tengok kejap..
me: oo.okay..

tggu punya tunggu... lama sangat. tu yg aku update blog nih jap sementara tggu dia. -_- lapar lagi lah~

emak kawan terbaik.

terima kasih emak.. emak yang terbaik..
apa saje yang aten cerita kt mak, mak saje yang faham.
terima kasih banyak2 emak..
emak lah kawan yang paling terbaik kat dunia ni..
emak lah cikgu yang terbaik..
emak lah penasihat yang terbaik..
walaupun dulu emak selalu marah2 and rotan aten, tapi emak sebenarnya sayang aten and nak aten jadik orang yang berguna kelak.
emak lah peneman yang paling istimewa..
sayang emak sangat2..
cintakan mak sangat2..
emak berbeza dengan kawan2 aten yang lain..
emak tahu setiap sudut peribadi aten..
kalau emak dekat depan mata sekarang, aten nak peluk emak sambil menangis..
sayang emak..
i love you emak....... TERIMA KASIH..